Christmas

Well, Merry Christmas obviously, though I am a bit late - I was busy all day. But anyhow, I had a good Christmas :3 It was made better 'cause I got to spend a good chunk of the day with my bf ^^ He loves to troll people - so my gift was inside of three different boxes (inside of each other) and all three wrapped up in duct tape and wrapping paper :P And then it was inside of a Brie cheese container (thankfully empty - I abhor that stuff), and then it was just a piece of paper with writing on it, and I had to solve the riddle to figure out my gift xD But going to Wild Chef shall be worth it :3 I used the Brie cheese container as a hat :P I also used a gift his mom made me (an unfinished blanket - she'll finish it eventually :P ) as a hat :P That was enjoyable. And of course the homemade mashed potatoes were very good :3 Especially with freshly grated parmesan cheese - the pasta was good with the cheese too :3 And the cauliflower :3 Cheese is good ^^ 

Tsk

Well, today I read on a friend's fb post that they refuse to kill kids in shooter games. I don't get that. In shooter games, targets are targets... They are there to be killed >.> Children are no different than any others. Or course, I dislike kids, so maybe that has something to do with my confusion. Of course, real life or video game, I don't get how killing kids is any different from killing anyone else. I mean, this shooting was all over the internet that day and days after. But the Bengazhi attack? Not so much, and that was out embassy being attacked, and people died there too. But they weren't kids, nor were they on US soil. So do they not matter as much? People really don't see the big picture, not at all... Yes, kids were shot. Tragic. But so are lives lost every day in other parts of the world and here in the united states. More than that many people undoubtedly died that day in the US, besides that, but no one noticed those deaths 'cause they weren't as big of a deal, as "tragic". It just irks me.

Almost 4 am

I rant and ramble way too much >.> That and long storytelling are why I am even up this late. And the need to chat with people. Damnit! I need to get up around 9 am too >.> Way less sleep than I should get. But I got a good amount of sleep at my bf's house, so it shouldn't be too bad. I hope. Nyeh. Anyhow. I like ranting >.> P'raps too much... Luckily I got all the need to rant and ramble out of my system by chatting with this random person on wajas xD Because I feel like it, I will post our conversation :P

Her: "Hi there. I just got a message today saying you were my Pen-pal. I figured I would start off with saying hi and (if you didn't get a message about me) tell you a little about myself.

I am a hunter. I like to hunt deer and I am interested in hunting other things too. My favorite color is green because it reminds me so much of hunting. I love to read, and I love to write, but only when I choose the genre, I hate writing for school. Same with reading, I only like reading if I like the book, not if its just some stupid story school chose for us to read. I love to play video games. I play anything from Minecraft to Silent Hill. I have 7 pets: 1 cat and 6 dogs, they get along pretty well. In fact two of my dogs just absolutely love the cat. (The cat is sitting in my lap right now trying to get me to pet him lol) I use text, but only sometimes, and not very often. Well, that seems about enough for one message. I can't wait to get a reply."

Me: "I hope you didn't wait too long, I was at my bf's house all day and tomorrow, and I don't bring my iPad there :P Sorry. I personally cannot stand hunting unless it is for food and not sport - I like animals too much :P Cats are my favorite, they are so adorable ^^ I have one cat and that is it - he is laying on my legs watching tv xD I never used to play video games, but I am learning. My favorite series is Legacy of Kain - I am not good enough to play them yet, but my bf plays them :P I am still on the Final Fantasy X stage - easiest video games first, though I also beat another video game - two player, with my bf, completely souped up characters, on easy, but still :P I love reading and writing as well, I don't really care if it is for school or not as long as the book is good. Though I HATED Life of Pi >.> I much prefer fantasy and sci-fi books (and shows, though crime shows are good too; for movies I like action). Have you ever read any books by Tad Williams? He's my favorite author :3 I also like food. Very much so :P "

Her: " LOVE food as well :). I haven't every read a book by Tom Williams, but my favorite author is James Patterson. If you have a good imagination, a very good video game to play is Minecraft. If you every get the game for an Xbox 360 or so I'd love to play it with you. I normally don't watch Tv, except for one Tv show called The Walking Dead. "

Me: "James Patterson is good :3 I do not like Minecraft >.> A lot of my friends play it - I cannot stand the perspective or the blockiness or anything - it gives me a headache. As I said, I never used to play video games - my house has no video game systems at all >.> My friends play Minecraft on their iPads - I have an iPad, but again, don't like Minecraft. Oddly enough, as I love creating things :P We have a tv instead, and so record tons of shows. I do not like zombie movies or shows, or anything horror for that matter, but some funny zombie movies are okay. Which is odd as I love the shows like Supernatural, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Doctor Who, and other such shows xD But all have humor - I love humor. "

Her: "Have you ever heard of Jeff Dunham??"

Me: "YES! He is hilarious! xD Akhmed is my favorite :3 Though José Jalepeño on a Stick is great too xD"

Her: "I have to say Peanut or Akhmed are my favorites. I saw Jeff Live once!"

Me: "xD Lucky :P 

Peanut creeps me out p.p"

Her: "Ha!

So umm.. hopefully you don't mind me asking this but how are you?"

Me: "Why would I mind? o.0 I am perfectly fine :3 Quite well, actually ^^ My bf can cook, as can his mom, so I am actually getting good bacon finally xD My family cannot cook worth pretty much anything, especially not bacon, which is sad as I love bacon p.p But we can cook zucchini! Better than them even in my opinion :3 Well, I don't really like the zucchini my bf and his mom make - too squishy and waaay too much butter. My family is not much on condiments like that - and I so even less than my parents :P I prefer putting cheese on everything xD I love cheese, especially good quality cheese :3 And baklava. And I am listening to good music, that always makes me happy ^^ And how are you?"

Her: "Been GREAT today, although last night wasn't very good :/ While on the subject of food.... I love almost any food there is out there. Deer meat, Steak, Lobster, Shrimp, Cherries, Lamb, Squash, Broccoli, Snail. Pretty muchly anything as long as its edible and not WAY overly spicy. "

Me: "Why wasn't it very good? D:

Same here! Well, in moderation :P And preferrably cooked how I like it. Though I am not much on meats as so many are not cooked how I like it. Ironically I like sushi and sashimi (some, anyway, especially white tuna sashimi!) :P Veal is pretty good. My bf loves steak and shrimp, though I am not overly fond of them. He also likes sushi, but so do I so yeah :P Lobster is okay, though I prefer crab. Oysters are good :3 I personally am more of a starch person - I love noodles, rice, good quality breads, good pastries, and other such ones the best :P Though sour foods are good too, like kumquats and lemons. And Mexican food! Especially burritos and other such foods, and especially for breakfast :3 Mexican food for breakfast is better than normal food for breakfast :3 And I like crab rangoons a lot. Have you ever been to DC? Mom and I vistited there this summer, and all of the food was really good p.p Especially the Italian and the French places we went to - our favorite foods are Italian and French, so that makes sense xD In case you couldn't tell, I ramble a lot >.> Anyhow. I haven't tried snail, shark, squid, octopus, snake, or aligator, though I want to try all of them :P"

Her: "Well.... I guess you could say I almost lost someone I love.

Also, I have indeed noticed that you do, but its doesn't bother me any, in fact, I like it because I don't have to feel like Im sending random messages for a conversation. I have tried all of those that you want to try except snake, and I will be trying it as soon as I get the chance lol. I love to try foods."

Me: "How so? D:

Lucky >.> Where I live, we don't really have anywhere with cuisine like that, suski and sashami are the most exotic we have >.> Mostly it is fast food, Mxiacam, burger joints, and some other food places, some Italian, and some Chinese places. We don't have an extensive variety. Plus, our family doesn't exactly have enough for such things anyway :P I only ever go for sushi with my bf when we both have at least $20 >.> Plus, we don't have cars (or licenses technically - I mean, I am 18 and only have a permit >.> I have driving so much p.p And my bf of 22 doesn't have a car to practice driving with - my family has an suv, a buick, and a jeep. The buick is really old, the suv we got new in 2004, and the jeep is used. We have had a lot of different cars - multiple of them Mustangs. Dad likes cars too much - we don't need them! And we don't need extra monitors or laptops! Why doesn't he, I dunno, SAVE the money? And that money could go to my bf for things like bills and food - we have a nice house, whereas he lives in an apartment with his mother and they are behind on bills plus medical expenses, and thus they don't have very much food, spending their combined momey from work mostly on bills.) so we used to bike everywhere - but since I got into an accident way back in July on my bike and broke my ankle, we have been walking everywhere. I don't mind so much, it is fun to just take walks and talk ^^ I love the outdoors, especially in the woods or a meadow with plenty of different mosses and white pine trees and birches and mushrooms ^^ Anyhow, since we walk everywhere, and the place we get sushi os expensive AND across the highway (since my accident I have been fairly scared of crossing roads, especially ones with so many lanes), we don't go often. Oh well. Snake is the one I want most to try - I have heard it is good ^^ The problem is, I like snakes p.p They are adorable! And so lovely! I wish I had a boa constrictor... They are gorgeous, and my grandma's friend has two. My friend Grace has a baby corn snake, his name is Squidgy and he is adorable!! Their two cats currently think of it as prey though - it will be interesting to see their reaction when he grows up xD I still remember at fifth grade camp when we were on a scabenger hunt, and I saw a snake and the rest of the cabin (all girls, obviously, though the guys did the same) ran away to the path, screaming xD I just looked at it and stepped closer. I wanted to catch it but it was too fast - of course, as I had no idea if it was venomous or not at the time that was probably good xD Though it was a blue racer - nonvenomous (there is actually only one vemonous snake in my area - the Massasauga Rattlesnake. I want to meet one~ ) so I was fine, but that explained the speed of it :P I never saw a blue racer again though. I love being a tree for the snakes :P Squidgy really liked my watch xD He is so little! Not even a foot long! But, just like cats, I like all sizes :3 They are adorable. I take way too many pics of my cat xD Well, cats in general o.0 I love taking pictures of things :3 But at least a quarter of the pics on my computer and iPad are of my cat xD Poor him. He doesn't like me - or anyone but mom - much :P Him and I fight a lot, and I get a lot of battle scars xD I have so many permenant scars from my cat - and he doesn't even have front claws, only back and teeth xD He is 13 years old now, we got him in Spring of 1999 when I was only five :3 I wouldn't move into this house until my parents got me a cat, so I got a cat xD Before then we moved apartments a lot, but we have had this old house since then :3 And my cat :3 So adorable~ I have been obsessed with cats pretty much my entire life xD It's what got me into dawing. And the Warriors book series by Erin Hunter - I was obsessed with them for the longest time, that is why I started roleplaying too. And I used to act like I was a cat all the time - still do >.> I can hiss and growl pretty well, and mew like an actual cat :3 Being surrounded with cats my entire life - my dad's parents have always had cats, my mom's parens had a cat and a dog, my cousins have seven cats, and a lot of my friends have cats, and of course we have a cat - I was able to learn quite well :3 Especially the growling and hissing, as one of my dad's parents' cats hisses and growls a lot :P His name is Howie, and he is not very nice xD Well, he is just scared really. His previous owners didn't treat him well. He, along with my cat, is becoming nicer though. "

And now I am going to sleep xD Yeah. So that is the end of the conversation for now that you almost certainly didn't even read anyhow :P But yeah, as you can see I ramble a lot >.> And that is my excuse for being up so late >.> Yep.

Food

Food is good. Just thought I'd get that out there. I don't understand how anyone could just forget to eat o.0 I mean, yeah delaying eating I can get 'cause you are doing something and don't want to get up off of your lazy arse to get food, but forgetting? Or not eating because you are "too fat" or whatever? No. Just no. If you actually /are/ at an unhealthy weight, I'm all for you eating healthier and exercising to lose weight, but NOT just not eating, because that makes absolutely no sense and is unhealthy. I, personally, like food a lot, especially the richer tastes such as cheese, cheesecake, shortbread, white tuna sashimi, sparkling juices, pot roast, and freshly mashed potatoes ^^ They are just so delectable :D Anyhow, yeah. So food is good :P I have no idea why I wrote this, I just started writing and this is what my exhausted brain came up with :P Why are you still reading this? Shoo, shoo, you have better things to do :P

Lost

I feel lost... My mind in unsure of whom I should care about, though my heart has made its decisions... My soul is in even worse turmoil, considering what I believe, and my emotions are confused, this music is not helping but I cannot not listen to music, I have to listen to it, it keeps me from going insane inside my head... 

Heh... Heh... Heh...

Is it bad that I just spent over an hour at this time of night (12-1) drawing my bf in different forms? :P The thing I am drawing them on on my iPad is very enjoyable to use :3 Each one is just a quick speedpaint/speedsketch thing :P I made what, five? Six? Something like that xD Technically, only I think three are of him (cat, German Shepherd, and human-with-a-dragon-tail) and the other three are just drawing FOR him, these have words - yes, it was six drawing I think, 'cause two were with lyrics from songs and the other wasn't. That was fun :3 But now my right wrist hurts >.> I ought to sleep... I shall... I am not obsessed at all.... Heh.... (Yes, not even a little bit... Nope, definitely a lot >.> :P ) I shaded each one of course, I love shading :D Even if it is only a little, though all of these have plenty of shading, and I didn't do half-bad! :D That is a good thing, i used a reference for the German Shepherd one, but not the others. I suck at proportions though >.> Oh hey look, 5% battery remaining, I could have sworn I had over 20% when I started >.> Ah well :P 

Netflix

I used to doubt the awesomeness of Netflix, but now I have succumbed to its amazingness :P We can watch tons of amazing shows on it, which is very useful :3 Also, food is good. Red Robin is much better than expected as well, especially the chili. And the soups :3 The chicken sandwich is pretty good too. And sushi, and sashimi, and fresh homemade guacamole, and bean dip... Oh, and sparkling red grape juice! Amazing stuff. As well as my bf, he is utterly amazing :3 All of my friends are, really. They are the best people in the world; I am very lucky to have met these wonderful people ^^ I have gained many new interests from them; board games, sushi, Red Robin, the Game Store, people, video games, and so many other things I did not previously like. They have broadened my world, and that is a very good thing. Most people are not awesome, but these people are :D And for some reason, I like graveyards, they are so lovely~ All of the different gravestones, and names... So very interesting. (I don't have a macabre interest in anything, really... :P True, more like almost everything >.> ) They are just so curious, y'know? Probably part of why I am so interested in my bf; he has a very prevalent dark side :3 Me gusta. 

Daleks

If you are familiar with Doctor Who, you know of Daleks. I find Daleks adorable, which others find weird o.0 But of course, I consider odd things adorable I guess. Like snakes :3 Especially baby snakes :3 And Lord Vae Victis ;3 And I don't find certain things adorable that most people find adorable. Like puppies and children/babies. I find them rather grotesque, more ugly than a Harvestman. I cannot say they are uglier than certain spiders, or creepier rather 'cause they aren't really /ugly/ in my opinion, just creepy. They are still fascinating. Spiders, not children or puppies. Kittens and cats, however, are utterly adorable! My Puppy is almost as adorable, depending on which face he uses xD Sometimes he is just amusing :P I also greatly dislike flowerpots and anything I consider "tacky". Most "modern" style things, especially furniture, I do not like. I prefer more old-fashioned/sophisticated looking styles. That, and most anything cat-print, with cats on it, or my dark grayish-green I like :P Especially leopard-print, I love that style :3 Though if they had Ocelot-print I would take that in a heartbeat. And dark grayish-green cat print is also awesome :3 And black/dRk gray cat print. And a lot of black/dark gray things. Or even other colors green. But that color green that is "in" now - Kelly Green - is one of my least favorite greens. Of course, it all depends on what it is with and how much of it. And if it is shiny/sparkly, like my nail polish, then it isn't as bad. It is, after all, green. But generally anything with pink or yellow on it I do not like, unless it is like Pink Lemonade style or whatever. I am partial to black and green however, and dark tomato-y red. And browns. And pretty much any color that is more grayer and relatively dark. Yeah. Cornsnakes are adorable, despite their colors :P I prefer boa constrictors though. I love venomous snakes, but sadly they are, y'know, venomous :P O cannot exactly pet them. I both love and am terrified of Rattlesnakes and other Adders. Cobras I am simply wary of, they are gorgeous however. But for some reason I love Blue Racers. I know they aren't venomous, but they are so lovely. I am also morbidly interested in Massasauga (sp?) Rattlesnakes, as they are the only venomous snakes in our area. Really all snakes are gorgeous. I used to not be as afraid of spiders as I am now, probably 'cause I have not been as exposed to them as I used to be. Well, spiders outside are pretty much all perfectly fine, but spiders inside I don't like. Most I will kill, but if a Wolf Spider finds its way into the house I am more inclined to catch it and release it outside as I like them better 'cause I am less afraid of them as I have been around them my whole life. Though I have been around Harvestmen my whole life too, and I don't like those even though they are not venomous o.0 And Yellowjackets. I love Yellowjackets! So purty and adorable. I definitely respect them. Other wasps and hornets and bees I am not as fond of however. I have gotten stung by a bee before, in the foot in second grade, so that hurt and that is why I don't like bees. I don't like hornets or wasps because they look quite scary, especially Bullhead Hornets... -shiver- Those things are huge. Though big black wasps are just as scary, in their own way. I love Yellowjackets, I dunno why. I just had a stage in my life where whenever I saw a Yellowjacket stranded on the ground, either in jeopardy of being stepped on or they couldn't fly or both, I coaxed them onto my (unprotected) hand and found a flower or some grass to put them on. Yeah. I still like them, though I have more sense now. People find it odd that I like Yellowjackets. Anyhow. I also don't like most flowers, unlike the majority of humanity. I pretty much mostly only like Orchids. I like Cacti as well, but those are not flowers though some do flower :P I am just an odd person ^^

Interesting...

So far, two of my friends - probably my two best friends atm, actually - have reported having a vivid dream about killing me that they remembered quite well when they woke. One electrocuted me and the other chopped my head off. Of course, they both felt extremely bad about it. I'm more curious as to why they dreamed it in the first place. I have come to the conclusion that it is what they fear most, or at least something they fear greatly. Not killing /me/, necessarily, except perhaps in the case of the friend in whose dream I was electrocuted, but being the cause of someone they care about's death. The person who chopped my head off had had similar dreams before then, and others whom they care about were also in the line to be killed. And it was worse for that person because that person enjoyed it, and they did it for the crowd that was below cheering that person on. But there was someone behind that person, kind of - how I gathered it, anyway - like a puppeteer. It was in others of that person's dreams, too, always a pure black figure with cruel eyes and grotesque teeth, looking humanoid but one could tell it wasn't. In my opinion, that was the devil, or at least a thought of it. Of course, both of these friends are very similar, and both have the same thing, and I am curious as to whether such vivid, disturbing nightmares are a result of the syndrome. My dreams are never quite as vivid; even the more vivid ones are more just feelings of what is there rather than seeing anything. And I never have dreams about killing anyone, oddly enough. Mine are always really odd dreams that are not terrifying or disturbing to anyone but me, frequently me trying to find something, and usually having some group of people around my which at least one member soon becomes my ally, and often involve heights - my most recent had a waterslide (I was a part of this... Not field trip, per se, more like just a trip, and I found out that something was wrong but I couldn't do anything, I could just go along with it but I found another with a like mind and we were undercover, and there was more before this but I cannot remember any of it but we were in a building and then outside, and we went to some stairs with the rest of the group, I was scared but he said that it just led up to the waterslide and for some reason that calmed me down, and I went up the waterslide steps without much fear but then we got to the waterslide - we had to go down in order to get to where we needed to go - and I was terrified again but he went down the waterslide next to me and I knew I had to so I went down the waterslide thinking "how bad can it be" but I got even more terrified as I felt like I was flying through the air really fast 'cause I didn't stay in my water slide, and I nearly had a heart attack - then my friend [the same one that dreamed of electrocuting me] Skype-called me and I had never been so happy to wake from a dream) and they used to have to do with an entire yard covered in thick spider webs that I couldn't get through, and when he was still alive most dreams had him as well, usually having to do with heights like a giant glass wall that I was on top of and huge glass steps that were far apart that I had to go up. Yeah, so theirs' are undoubtedly worse. I just don't have that type of dream, which is apparently odd. Maybe something isn't different with them, maybe it is with me that I don't dream about those and instead about trifling stufff like my own peril, especially as I know I won't die, because I always arrive safely to where I need to be 'cause I can manipulate my dreams like that. Whatever it is, this is an interesting discovery. I wonder if anyone else in the NSC has had nightmares about killing one of their friends or more than one..? Now I am darkly curious about this...

Sigh......

I hate hurting people when I don't mean to....

Pandora

I fail. I finally realized that there was a music app :P And so Pandora is now on my iPad. Which is good, 'cause I can now finally listen to music while iPad-ing. Which I love to do. 'Cause YouTube doesn't have the music going while you are anywhere else but that page - with this you can be doing anything. And it is awesome - I had heard this song so many times, I FINALLY KNOW WHAT IT IS! :D I am listening to my A7X channel and the song Blurry by Puddle of Mudd came on. I finally know it... Wow. I fail epically. But now I have music :3 Me gusta. My frazzled nerves are much happier with music ^^ ~~

-Dislike-

I HATE it when someone's parent thinks that you is the recipient of bad parenting just because you weren't brought up the same way as THEIR kid! Especially when, because of that, they look down on you! That severely pisses me off! And thus makes me dislike them. Because I HATE being looked down upon! I find that very offensive and rude and judgmental. I also hate it when they assume things that are not true, just because that isn't the way they do it in THEIR household. It makes me ill to think of it. As well as very, VERY angry.

I Know...

I was better before I started dating Mike, and I am sorry.. I am sorry that I changed and to the extent. I wish I could be as close of friends with Evan as I was before, he was my best friend you know. And I wish I did not make people feel awkward so often, it makes me feel awkward and sorry. I am trying to fix it... To become better how I should be, perhaps how I was before. But... I am not sorry for loving Mike, and accepting his request. You may not believe it, but he is the best thing to happen to me. Nothing you say can change that. You all are my friends, and I am very happy to have you people, you guys got me through the worst of things. But Mike is my comfort, my forever. I hope you understand. But I need you guys as much as I need him, and I don't want to lose any of you. Ever. I know I have never told you how much you mean to me, but I am telling you all now. I love you all, in a totally non-creepy way :3

Figures

It seems that I have a craving for Mexican food this morning. Especially refried beans and cheese. That is not unusual in itself, but it is good that we are (hopefully) going to a Mexican place this morning or afternoon, so I don't have to eat my Santa Fe Rice and Beans frozen dinner - I generally prefer eating frozen dinners for breakfast, like that or Enchilada Suiza, rather than for dinner - that is just when I feel like eating that kind of food :P Yes, it is odd. For most. But normal for me. I just do not crave normal breakfasty foods in the morning; I prefer those for dinner or dessert :P

Genders and Sonic Screwdrivers

No, these topics have nothing to do with each other. First and foremost, I want to say that I now have three sonic screwdrivers that all do different things :3

Secondly, I am sick of people saying that one gender is smarter than the other. There are stupid people and smart people in both genders. I greatly dislike stereotypes... So much. Especially considering that I do not fit into most general stereotypes. 

On a third note, I just watched the movie 2016: Obama's America. I recommend watching it no matter your political standpoint. (I, for the record, am a Libertarian.)

._.

I dislike people questioning my judgement ._. 

Hm....

Beware, I may use "you" in this. That is directed towards the person I am talking about, not you as the reader, that happens when I start to get really angry.

Ironically, pretty much all of my friends and acquaintances, regardless of religion, are pro-life. Even my own mother. I, however, am pro-choice. I have no problem with their thoughts on it until they start dissing what I think, even the type of person I am, though not directly /at/ me. If it were that, I wouldn't be nearly as angry. But they instead encompass a whole /group/ of people they know nothing about! Like my own friend Grace, "Then people who say hurtful things to those who speak their mind should learn tact, Cus without tact you just sound mean and rude and well not very smart." I find great offense to that, because I have very little tact. People without tact don't usually mean to say hurtful things, that is just how others take it! And not very smart? I am smarter than most of those fools, certainly any that were on /that/ thread. And someone posted in a reply to that, "As I said earlier: it's today's society. Teaching them not to be rude is their parents' job, not ours. Just because some parents didn't do a good job raising their kids doesn't mean we gotta pick up the slack." Untactful does NOT equal rude! And temperament has as much to do with genes as how they were raised! Some people, like me, don't have tact in their genes! And just /saying/ that statement is rude in itself. Actually, just about everything they said on that thread was rude. Hypocrites! And then Grace again, "Those who say rude things are just bullies." I am not! Yes, I often say things that can be interpreted as rude. But I don't try to! Most don't! These people have to distinguish between "rude" and "mean". There IS a difference! Many differences, actually! And the other person again, "Okay, I'm gonna get to the point. This website is not the place to discuss sensitive "hot" topics. There's assholes everywhere. Don't post if you want to avoid them. It's like a mother telling a kid not to touch the hot kettle. Get burned a couple times and you'll see why it's a bad idea." Disagreeing with someone does not make them an asshole! Being untactful does not make them an asshole! I agree that Facebook is not a place for those things, but geez! I have replied heatedly on another topic that my friend Chelsea posted (on homosexuality) because they are ill-informed and all high-and-mighty, but I actually have legit points. But I absolutely HATE Chelsea's mother! She just is so f'n ignorant about EVERYTHING, much more so than her daughter, and she always has to make everything about her since she NEVER has anything useful to add, she just compliments others' ignorance! Such as: " "Just because some parents didn't do a good job raising their kids doesn't mean we gotta pick up the slack". Wow, well said! I use to debate a lot when I was younger (like my daughter, Chelsea), but when I became wife, mother along with other tons of responsibilities, I just don't have that kind of emotional energy anymore. My emotional energy goes toward my family and close circles. But once in a while I stick my head out in the world." Who cares about that? That has nothing to do with anything! You just felt like you had to be "in" the discussion. And something Grace said before in the thread: "Life is precious no matter what abortion is wrong." And you think that a child growing up without love, parents, or both, feeling unwanted by their parents, would thank you for that? that suffering and pain? And what about rape victims? I suppose they will just have to live with the fact hat they were a rape baby, that every time their mother looks at them she will think of the person who raped her, and will never feel love for her child? Or the mother could just commit infanticide after birth, would that be better, drowning the child, or suffocating or abandoning it, after it has already been born, rather than if it had never been brought into this world? And the other person writing below that: "Believe me, leaving a Catholic school and going into a public school full of atheists and ignoramuses and trying to spread the Word was like sticking a paperclip into a wall socket. Why? Because in today's sick and twisted society you cannot speak your beliefs without getting hurt, regardless of what preventative measures you take against it. I love you, my friend. I don't wanna see that happen to you. I hope it doesn't." I am not an atheist or an ignoramus, I am as a matter of fact a Christian. But that doesn't mean I have to be completely brainwashed and forget logic completely. Speaking their beliefs? What about the beliefs of those who don't believe what you do? Do they get a say too, or are you just speaking for those whom you agree with? Yeah, the society is sick and twisted, because of people like you, whom say things without truly understanding them, and talking about big groups of people as if they all are exactly the same. Well, we aren't! EVERY SINGLE PERSON IS INDIVIDUAL, EVEN IN YOUR F'N "IGNORAMUS" PUBLIC SCHOOL! Just because not everyone has the same beliefs as you does NOT make them ignorant! You not realizing that makes you ignorant! And notice how she protects her 'friend' and sympathizes with her, and professes love, yet preaches hatred and intolerance? Christians, Catholics included, are supposed to love their enemies are they not? So why are you saying all of these hateful things against people you know nothing about, whose only mistake was believing differently than you? And then what she writes below that: "Don't question the beliefs of others. Whether it's wrong or right, you cannot change what they believe." Who are you to say what is wrong or right, hm? You are only human like the rest of us! And actually, you can change what people believe, those who are weak-minded. Those of a strong -or stubborn, or both, like myself- mind do not change their beliefs easily, and that is a good thing! We do not bow down to everything you say, just because you may believe it. This is called FREE WILL, which believe it or not, does exist in this hellhole. </rant> 

Halloween Edit

Actually, more of a mixture between the tenth and 11th doctors...

Halloween

I was going to be my bf's minion for Halloween, but I just got an awesome new brown trenchcoat so I am going as the Tenth Doctor instead. Sorry, love. I am even getting a tenth doctor sonic screwdriver flashlight to go with it :D I mean, technically I can still be his minion, or something to that effect, but I am the tenth doctor. Just because I have a new regeneration doesn't mean I cannot still be here, because as you know the universe is just a big ball of wibbly-wobbly... Timey-wimey... Stuff ;3

Migraines

DAMNIT I hate migraines... Especially ones like this... Ow.... 

Deja Vu

Why do I feel like all of this is familiar, like I have done all of this before? It is seeming eerily similar, perhaps I dreamed it before? I do that quite frequently... 

Bf

My bf smells really good~ He is so huggable~ and tasty. That too. And his sweatshirt is comfy and smells really good, but it isn't quite as warm as my jacket. It is rather chill out currently, as befits Michigan in October. Luckily my bf is very warm :3

Nyan

Woke with a migraine today. Fun. On the upside, I tried multiple different sushis yesterday, and liked them all, though some more than others. My cat is looking so utterly adorable! He always does when he is tired but trying to be alert because someone is making food. See?

The Fool

I just had an interesting conversation-argument with my friend's younger brother. It was rather pathetic, really, but he dissed something I hold quite dear, including every single (true) friend of mine as well as my bf so I got quite pissed at him, and thus pretty much obliterated his sorry ass. He said I wouldn't get the last word? Well so far, I have, and I always will. I always get the last word. It is, one could say, a tic of mine. And I am quite good at verbal swordplay when I have to be (only online though, in rl I am actually rather quiet. An introvert, you see). But I greatly dislike fools. And he most assuredly was one.

'Ello

Yes, this is a blog. Fun. I have no idea what may end up here. I have had blogs before, but this... Yeah. Do not expect daily posts or anything much, really. I may post or may not. Depends on if I have anything to post or not. Yep.