Interesting...

So far, two of my friends - probably my two best friends atm, actually - have reported having a vivid dream about killing me that they remembered quite well when they woke. One electrocuted me and the other chopped my head off. Of course, they both felt extremely bad about it. I'm more curious as to why they dreamed it in the first place. I have come to the conclusion that it is what they fear most, or at least something they fear greatly. Not killing /me/, necessarily, except perhaps in the case of the friend in whose dream I was electrocuted, but being the cause of someone they care about's death. The person who chopped my head off had had similar dreams before then, and others whom they care about were also in the line to be killed. And it was worse for that person because that person enjoyed it, and they did it for the crowd that was below cheering that person on. But there was someone behind that person, kind of - how I gathered it, anyway - like a puppeteer. It was in others of that person's dreams, too, always a pure black figure with cruel eyes and grotesque teeth, looking humanoid but one could tell it wasn't. In my opinion, that was the devil, or at least a thought of it. Of course, both of these friends are very similar, and both have the same thing, and I am curious as to whether such vivid, disturbing nightmares are a result of the syndrome. My dreams are never quite as vivid; even the more vivid ones are more just feelings of what is there rather than seeing anything. And I never have dreams about killing anyone, oddly enough. Mine are always really odd dreams that are not terrifying or disturbing to anyone but me, frequently me trying to find something, and usually having some group of people around my which at least one member soon becomes my ally, and often involve heights - my most recent had a waterslide (I was a part of this... Not field trip, per se, more like just a trip, and I found out that something was wrong but I couldn't do anything, I could just go along with it but I found another with a like mind and we were undercover, and there was more before this but I cannot remember any of it but we were in a building and then outside, and we went to some stairs with the rest of the group, I was scared but he said that it just led up to the waterslide and for some reason that calmed me down, and I went up the waterslide steps without much fear but then we got to the waterslide - we had to go down in order to get to where we needed to go - and I was terrified again but he went down the waterslide next to me and I knew I had to so I went down the waterslide thinking "how bad can it be" but I got even more terrified as I felt like I was flying through the air really fast 'cause I didn't stay in my water slide, and I nearly had a heart attack - then my friend [the same one that dreamed of electrocuting me] Skype-called me and I had never been so happy to wake from a dream) and they used to have to do with an entire yard covered in thick spider webs that I couldn't get through, and when he was still alive most dreams had him as well, usually having to do with heights like a giant glass wall that I was on top of and huge glass steps that were far apart that I had to go up. Yeah, so theirs' are undoubtedly worse. I just don't have that type of dream, which is apparently odd. Maybe something isn't different with them, maybe it is with me that I don't dream about those and instead about trifling stufff like my own peril, especially as I know I won't die, because I always arrive safely to where I need to be 'cause I can manipulate my dreams like that. Whatever it is, this is an interesting discovery. I wonder if anyone else in the NSC has had nightmares about killing one of their friends or more than one..? Now I am darkly curious about this...